I should be working, but I am really grumpy. And not able to see how faith, humility, courage, DEFINITELY not grace nor humour comes into the equation. And if fafalynx can bitch about work all the time on his blog, so can I.
It is Sunday. I am sleep-deprived. I have a job next week - the conditions are not perfect. I know what needs to be done - I am just too bloody blech about the situation to run with it.
It's like there's a call for the brighter, shinier version of me - seems like there always is these days! which is getting harder and harder for me to pick up. Maybe one day I just won't, and see what happens. George Orwell says: You have talked so often on going to the dogs - and well, here are the dogs, and you have reached them, and you can stand it. It takes off alot of anxiety.
I have always been afraid of the dogs.
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PW dearie, like I advised Afti, it might be hi time for you to move on. But then again, Afti said she really likes her job albeit all the complaining. Yeah, the money is good but, the question is, are you willing to trade life with money? It's your call..
Talking about money, after Raya, yes? *winks*
Dearie, dearie, here, here. I feel for you. We're all in the same boat. Exhausted and demotivated with what they've thrown us into.
Getting up each morning seems like a daunting taks. And yet, get up we do. Each and every day.
Maybe we're too old for all this drama and uncertainty. I dunno. But maybe somewhere deep inside it feeds our adrenaline. I dunno.
What I know is that you my dear PW can face anything. If you can't, that leaves the rest of us with no chance at all. You're good at what you do and everybody knows it.
Heighten your spirits my kindred friend. The shores of Langkawi await us...
Hi Faza dear - thks for the insight. Yes After Raya is a good idea, i am away Nov, but maybe Dec.
Hi Afti - hope you are hanging in there too, keep on truckin'.
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